careers came to an end. Murray, once a star, is now drifting, unable to hold a job in Barbados. In the years after the tour, he eventually lost more than just his career. His wife gave birth to their baby daughter in Australia, while Murray was playing in South Africa. They faced being deported from Australia for his role in the rebel tours, and were unwelcome back in the Caribbean, too. They had a newborn, and nowhere to go. They did n't want me to return, Murray said. Politics got into it. When asked if his current situation resulted from his decision to go, Murray answered: Most likely. Mercenaries ? For Stephenson, the once-rising star, his cricketing past is behind him. He is now a golf instructor at a country club in Barbados. But he still finds a way to connect to the sport he loved at the cricket and golf academy he started near his home. There, a photo of his rebel team sits proudly on the shelf. It is not the memories of the tour he wants to forget, but what came after. Nobody looked out for us, Stephenson said. For the players, their lives defined by this single moment in sport history, each day is a reminder of what they lost by going to South Africa. But they gained something, too -- strong bonds forged on a tour condemned by the rest of their world, cherished by the participants. And to this day, they hold strongly to the belief that being in South Africa in